Black Monday

This is what I was wearing today to school. I didn't felt like wearing any color today (not that wear them that much) but I didn't want to look boring and average. So I started with a simple black legging and very quick after that I came up with this outfit. Actually it was my first time wearing a legging on the street and people were looking at me like I was retarded. I don't care about that. As long as I like it, I'll wear it. The quality of my photo’s still isn’t good, but as long as I don’t have a job I can’t afford myself a good camera. I have to do it with the one I have now. And remember I have this blog for the fun and for myself, so I got nobody that I have to impress. Oh did you notice that I shaved my hair? It’s already a month ago, but suddenly I had the feeling of shaving all my hair off. I see it as something like a new start.

(I know my English is not that good, but I still practice to make the pieces that I write better and to grow with my grammar)

Myk

blazer, Long sleeve, jersey shorts - H&M | Necklace - WE (old) | Shoes - Jack & Jones (old)

Summertime Sadness

nineteen

Necklace | H&M (Woman's departement) | XXL T-Shirt | Random cheap shop

You're nothing but dogshit

Found this image somewhere random on the internet. 

The Hours

To look life in the face, always, to look life in the face and to know it for what it is.. At last to know it, to love it for what it is, and then, to put it away. (Virginia Woolf)

Morning Passages

Personal

Van een afstand word ik vaak beschouwd als een vrolijke lieve jongen

Dat ben ik ook heus

Soms dromerig en afwezig

Gedachten op een andere plaats

teruggetrokken en gesloten als ik me niet op mijn plaats voel

Vaak vernederd en gepest. De glimlach bleef op mijn gezicht

Onzeker en minderwaardig over mezelf van binnen

Emoties in bedwang

verborgen achter een stalen gezicht

Heb het erg moeilijk gehad met het accepteren van mijn seksuele geaardheid

Jarenlang nachten gepiekerd en gehuild

Constante twijfels

Gevoelig, maar nooit goed geweest in uiting van mijn emoties

Op latere leeftijd ontwikkelde zich slechte eetgewoonten en een depressie

Strevend naar perfectie

Zoekend naar geluk

Eenzaam en leeg van binnen. De drang om op te geven

Mijn grootste interesses

Mode, muziek, fotografie, styling en mensen

Laten me dromen, inspireren me en verrijken mijn geest

Vriendschap is erg belangrijk voor mij

Samen lachen, huilen, liefhebben, dansen, eten en drinken

Leven

Ik kom graag in de natuur

Gedachten op nul

Genieten in rust en schoonheid

Ik ben

Wie ik ben

Ik ben

Mike van den Berg

Live fast, die young, bad girls do it well

Weekday

I'm sooooo excited and I just can't hide it!!! Uuuh.. Hey there! My favorite brand/store whatever, called Weekday is coming to the Netherlands. Me, myself and I is so happy with it. Before if I wanted something from their collection. I had to go to Germany to pick up my favorite clothes at on of their Weekday stores. But now my dog days are over. In August we'll have our own Weekday store in Amsterdam. 

Here below you can see my favorite accessory pics from the Weekday woman’s collection. Found on www.weekday.com

Black and White

Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.

Looky looky

This is a picture from the Zara lookbook April. The whole look is so fresh and clean. I really want to try some bright colors on myself this spring. I used to have a color phobia and think that it's not really something for me. Maybe I'll first try some pastels to begin. I don't want to promote anyone, but I used to work at Zara so I’m going to say it anyway. Zara's collection is really great this spring! The collection is full of bright and pastel colors and they also have some beautiful prints. Especially the woman’s department is really great. I didn’t like the men’s the department that much before, but I think they really have some great pieces in store right now. You can also check out the Zara webshop. www.zara.com

Model | Liu Wen

Music

Today I have some music for you guys. I listen to these songs every single day. Music is really important to me, because you can really lose yourself into it. If you didn't know about these artists before, you should really check out their other songs.

I'm not the owner of a good camera. I want to save money for a good one to take pictures, but the problem is : I'm workless, loveless and lifeless. Oke kidding. So the thing is I'm looking for a job! I used to work at Zara in Utrecht, but I stopped working there since October 2011. Anyway here are some pictures I found somewhere this week. 

1. Dior Homme s/s 2012 Campaign  2. I really love this kind of pictures

The Laughing Heart - Charles Bukowski

This is one of my favorite poems from the poet Charles Bukowski. It was used in the Levi's ''Go Forth'' campaign video.


your life is your life
don’t let it be clubbed into dank submission.
be on the watch.
there are ways out.
there is a light somewhere.
it may not be much light but
it beats the darkness.
be on the watch.
the gods will offer you chances.
know them.
take them.
you can’t beat death but
you can beat death in life, sometimes.
and the more often you learn to do it,
the more light there will be.
your life is your life.
know it while you have it.
you are marvelous
the gods wait to delight
in you.

Everything has beauty, but not everyone can see it.

Sunny weather

Here is the first and not the last picture of myself. It's not a very charming one, but hey for everything has to be an first time! Right? The weather is also so nice outside!  So I'll make some tea after finishing this post and spend my lazy Sunday in my back yard. I can tell you : I smell that spring is in the air and I really can't wait any longer for her to come. To be honest I think every season got its own charm, but winter always make me a little depressive and sad. Don't think I'm  the only one.. I hope everyone has a great Sunday!

Blazer - Zara | Shirt - H&M | Necklace - DIY

Acne

Quick update! These are my two favorite runway looks from the fall/winter 2012 Acne Menswear show. I really like the way they used the colors and the fact that these two outfits are really basic, but there seems nothing really missing.

8/3/2012

Today I have some other pictures that inspire me. They're from the s/s 2012 campaign of COS. I really like minimalism lately, which I didn't before. I also hope to come with some personal information about myself very soon. I'm still thinking how I could describe myself into worth’s hihi. If that's even possible.. I'm also working on the layout of this blog. Now it's quite boring, but I'm not very good with computers or software at all. So please, forgive me!

4/3/2012

I think it's time for my first post on this blog. It will be an inspiration post with pictures. I really like them, because the little rough and destroyed style in it. But they're still clean and minimalistic. I hope you'll also like it.